Cheezy... Very Cheezy... (Part 2)

Well, I miss you. I don't know where to start, really, but I guess that's what I really feel right now. I should've had the chance to bond with you today but, unfortunately, your mom showed up unexpectedly. Not being able to see you for a day seems so long. Feels like each minute is a suffering. I have never ever admitted this to myself until now... I'm falling for you already. Seriously, I'm starting to be in love with you. I shouldn't be actually. Because I know for a fact that you don't feel the same way for me. Maybe my friends are right, you are currently in the "confused" stage. Perhaps you're just trying to check if being with me would give you the same feeling as being with a girl.

Speaking of girls, I was a bit shocked when you said you have a "honey". You were even very hesitant to tell it to me which led me not to believe it. Actually, I still don't believe it upto now. Also, I have to be honest, I'm not liking the closeness you have right now with Lein. I get all jealous and stuff when you start tickling her and smiling back her. I mean, for god's sake, SHE'S MARRIED. Although you are two of the bestest friends I have right now, I just don't like the fact that she's flirting back with you. Oh c'mon, she definitely knows I'm sooooo into you. I hope my brain's right, you're just flirting with her just to make me jealous. But I know that's far from reality.

It's been 4 days since you haven't been here in my room. We do nothing but talk and watch TV. Well, you watch basketball, I just pretend to watch since I can't relate that much. We play Plants vs. Zombies a lot. I mess up your hair then fix it back and do it all over again. You borrow lots of my shirts and make fun of it because most of them are a bit big for you. I miss your snore that usually wakes me up even before my alarms rings. We laugh a lot at jokes you didn't even intend to say. We eat breakfast, lunch, dinner and even snacks inside my room just because you feel a bit shy eating with my family. I miss the way you ask me to bring you water. I tickle you a lot using my comb, then you pretend to be in pain just so I'd stop. I miss pinching your "baby fats" that you're so proud to have. I miss your smell, that sweaty smell that I used to hate but I know started to love because whenever I think about it, I know it's you, your smell. I just don't get it but It's funny. I miss you in my room.

I hope tomorrow will be a great day for both of us. I've been having this weird feeling that you're a bit cold to me. I hope not. I know this is not really making any sense. In the first place, you won't be able to read this. Not unless you open my PC and suddenly open my blog's link just located on top of my browser. I don't wanna be all mushy and stuff but really, I miss you like hell.

*I know it's senseless so don't mind me*

*stop playing PvZ!! You know you can't beat me!*

xoxo
Much Love