Blue Jacket

I don't know how to start this entry. But basically I think ya'll now have an idea what this is all about. Okay, yes, it's about Andy again. If Soltero has his BFF, I guess I have Andy. The only difference is that nothing has ever happened between us yet. He has already spent the whole week (and counting) sleeping over here in my room. Well, I can explain. I know you all have things going around your dirty mind right now.

The first night was unexpected. He just asked me if he could download some music so he could put it on his phone. I said yes, of course. I didn't think it would take him too long. I slept at around 7 or 8-ish in the evening, he was still awake that time. I woke up for awhile at around 9, he was still awake. When I woke up again at 11, he was already sleeping beside me. I didn't want to wake him up because I can't send him home anyway. There are no available taxis or jeepneys he could ride at that time. So I just had him sleep 'til we both woke up for our shifts.

The same thing happened the next day... the day after that.... and so on and so forth. Right now, he's down on the floor sleeping as I asked him to setup my sleeping bag. I didn't want him to eat up the small space in my bed so I asked him to sleep on the floor (I'm not as manyak as you think I am. haha!)

So I think I have to get to the whole story. I don't know what I'd do with him. I mean, he's giving me all, as in ALL the reasons for me to like him. But I don't see just even one bit of reason for me to say he likes me back. I actually thought of telling him how I feel but I'm scared, "terrified". I'm scared that I might lose him... that I might lose him as a friend... that I might lose him totally. I don't know. He's been one of the best things that ever came to me. As the song goes, "I don't know what he's after... he's my beautiful disaster..."

He lend me his new blue jacket. After he got it from his mom, he told me "no touch yung blue jacket, akin lang yun." Well, what can I say, I have strong convincing powers. He never let anybody borrow that jacket except for me. That's why when I came in the office wearing the blue jacket, all those gay men who likes him as well was staring so badly at me. I knew they were all wishing to borrow that jacket too. Haha! Too bad for them.

He also has this orange baller band that I have been eyeing to borrow ever since I saw him wear it. The time I tried to take it from his wrist, he complained and was pulling his arms back so I couldn't get it. "Makukuha mo lang yan when I'm asleep. But for now, you can't have it." he said that while giving me he's evil laugh. He said it's his favorite and I guess it's of sentimental value to him, something his mom bought abroad for him. The other day, I was surprised. He approached me on my workstation and handed me the baller. "Oh, ba't biglang nagbago isip mo? I thought favorite mo 'to?" I asked. "Ok lang, I have your black bracelet naman eh." Kaya naman pala, he got that black rubber bracelet with a tribal symbol on it. I barely used that bracelet so I let him have it. Oh diba, haba ng hair ko? haha!!

I guess this story's still gonna go on and on. I just got this chance to blog about what's happening because this is the only time I got hold of my PC again. And I this is the only time I can blog about him without him knowing. He asks a lot of things, I bet he's gonna ask what this is about too. Well, I gotta go, gotta get some sleep too :))

This is the new blue jacket he lent me :)

xoxo
Much Love