Grey Jacket

A lot of things have changed lately and I guess I need to blog some more about them. I'm currently going crazy and basically just don't know what to think about first.

Let's start about this boy. I met Andy in the office. He's one of the new hires and actually didn't notice him right away until I saw his grey jacket. There was nothing really special with what he was wearing: it was plain, no prints and it has this hood that got me wanting to have that jacket. Fortunately, he asked for my help. Later on, I noticed I lost my watch. So I went around walking the whole office floor to check where I left it until I got tired and dizzy. So I sat back in my station whining about my watch.

"Ito relos mo diba?" he asked while showing me my watch around his wrist.

I sighed and almost hit him in the head. That's where it all started. Andy is still 19, young and "naive" I suppose. People tell me I flirt too much with him. In fact I don't. I just do whenever he's far away. People say he's gay, my radar's not working so I can't tell, he says he's straight. I actually don't care. Before, I had to get my to him through my girl friends. Since they were under one team, it was easier for them to invite him whenever we wanna go out or something like that. After last weekend, I got to spend time alone with him. We walked from Yellow Cab Damosa all the way to our office which was like a thousand miles away. It took us almost an hour and half to get to where we wanted. We talked a lot but I haven't known him that much yet. Since then, he never hesitates to go out with me alone, without the girl friends this time.

Andy has this certain effect on me. I love the way he makes me feel. I'm not so sure what's going to happen next but I know he makes me happy. He's childish, down-to-earth. He's not perfect but I find him real. I know I'm a bit too mushy but I guess that's the reason why I'm writing this. My friends tell me he might be feeling something for me. Because if he's not, then he wouldn't be going out alone with me. I say otherwise. I don't know, my gaydar's really not working. But for all it's worth, he really does make me happy... so much happy.

Yesterday, we went strolling. We were both looking for new phones and finally ended up deciding we'll buy the same phone. Oh diba ang sweet? haha!! Pero seriously, whenever I reach home, I still can't stop thinking what's gonna happen next: will he tell me soon he likes me too? Will he be introducing to me the girl he likes so much like what he told me and our girl friends the other week? Will he be making his moves? Or will he push himself far away from me?

Too much drama... makes me sick... I guess that's what Love is for. Choz!

xoxo
Much Love