First Time Traveler

Sorry for the blog holiday again. Still freakin' busy at work and to be honest, I miss blogging. So here I go...

Finally, for the first time ever, I will get the chance to ride an airplane!! wooohoo!! Ambabaw ko, I know. But seriously, yes, this will be my first time. Since Cebu Pacific recently had a seat sale, my friends and I got the chance to book a flight going to Cebu!

Lawrence booked his ticket separately since his card got maxed out already. And since I was too dumb to know that Cebu Pacific doesn't accept debit cards for online transactions, I had to ask for Aliah's assistance so I could have mine and Seth's ticket booked. Yup, that ticket up there belongs to Seth and me. Aliah will be in Cebu by the 17th, so basically we'll all be reunited there for a few days. We still haven't settled for a place to stay though (any offers?)

A lot of things have been bugging me since I booked this flight. First, I don't know where to go first when I reach the place. Since Lawrence worked in Cebu for 2 years, I told him to look after me once we get there and told him to make sure he takes us to the places we NEED to go and see. Second, I don't know how much money I'm gonna need to make sure I cover all the expenses for this trip. Lastly, this one thing that's really bothering me, this one thing I can't get over with.

Remember? Seth's partner is settled in Cebu. So when we invited him to join us in our trip, he never had second thoughts. Lawrence actually thought of inviting him because he wants to set me up on a date with Seth for the whole 4 nights stay in Cebu. But obviously, Seth will be spending most of his time with his hubby so I believe whatever Lawrence is planning for both of us, I doubt it will push through. Yes, I feel a bit sad knowing that I won't be enjoying the trip with him. I know he'll really make sure to see his boyfriend because just recently, Seth received a very bad news from his partner. The boyfriend claims (I used the word claim because none of our friends believe that the boyfriend is telling the truth) that he has cancer. In short, Seth will spend all his time having fun while taking care of his hubby. My friends really do not believe what his boyfriend says. Maybe because most of them are not for Mr. LDR. Most of them even find Seth's stories inconsistent so they're really thinking it might just be some made up drama or something. For me? My mind's too clouded to believe whether it's true or not. All I know is that something that serious shouldn't be used as a hoax. That's all.

Well, I don't know what'd really happen not until this trip comes. Seriously, as early as now, I'm feeling a bit down about this trip. I'm really looking forward to spend my vacation with a few of my good friends (Lawrence and Aliah) and of course, with him yet I have this strong feeling that I'm never gonna have fun in Cebu without him. I'm really crossing my fingers... hoping and wishing everything will fall in to place. I still have about 2-3 weeks to keep crossing my fingers, hoping that within that span of time, something good (which benefits me) will happen...

*for those of you in Cebu, or for those who will be in Cebu in those dates, don't hesitate to invite me if you wish to meet up with me (char, artista?)*

xoxo

Much Love